Selena Gomez Says She Contemplated Suicide, Went to 4 Treatment Centers

Selena Gomez is opening up even more about her struggles with bipolar disorder … revealing she had suicidal thoughts and checked into 4 different treatment centers.

She said, “I think it started getting really dark when I hit my early twenties. That was when I felt like I wasn’t in control of how I felt, whether that was really good or really bad .”

Selena recounts experiencing extreme highs and lows over weeks or months before she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in a Rolling Stone interview. She would sometimes feel maniacal, like the urge to buy her family a car to share her “gift”, but then she would fall into deep depression and not be able get out of bed.

She also touched on all the fan-stirred drama, where fans accused Hailey Bieber of stealing her ex, Justin Bieber … saying it made her feel bad about herself.

In the past, this kind of incident could have set her back for months… but this time it was averted with kindness.

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You’ll recall, Selena and Hailey posed with each other last month at an event — seemingly putting the whole mess behind them.

Selena offers a deeper look into her personal life in her new documentary “Selena Gomez, My Mind & Me”. It premiered Wednesday night in L.A. … and stars such as Olivia Rodrigo, Camila Cabello and Billie Eilish were all in attendance.

Tomorrow’s Apple TV documentary will be available.